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Keep pretending, skank bag.
You'll never be me.

I really wish you'd just fuck off and die already.
I hate the shit out of you. You ruined a huge part of my life, and now you're still running around trying too hard to be me.
Stealing the new name I made for myself, copying my art styles, etc.
If you hated me as much as you tell everyone you do, you'd be trying to rid yourself of anything that reminds you of me like I've done with you.
But no, you're actually sad inside because you know you fucked up so badly with me that you can never make things right again. And all you can do is continue your copy cat bullshit and hope that maybe, one day, you'll actually be anything like me.
But until you learn how to be a decent human being, own up to your mistakes, and not blame your problems on everyone else, you'll never come close.
The main difference between you and me is that I grew up and you never did. And that is why we couldn't be friends anymore.

What the actual shit?

So... You're telling everyone that YOU ended our friendship?? And you're blaming it on an innocent 4-year-old kid??
God damn, that's low. Even for you. Holy shit.
I didn't even end things on a sour note, you know. I had about a dozen people read that letter before I sent it and every single one of them told me I was being far too nice. I could have been more blunt and told you that it was actually because of you and not because of me, but I didn't.
And I'm kinda glad!
It's satisfying to see that you LITERALLY have to make up stories about me in order to victimize yourself. It just shows that I never really did do anything wrong, and that I made the right choice when I ended it with you. I just wish I'd done it sooner and spared myself years of getting used and abused by you.
But thanks for giving me the reassurance that I made the right choice.
I'll go back to enjoying my life now.
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Good to see you're still an immature cunt.
Makes me feel good to know I made the right decision getting rid of you.

  • Current Mood: calm

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Four Days Remain.
On Saturday, I will be hosting a party. This is a big thing for me. A step forward, out of my usual hikikomori, keep-to-myself, antisocial demeanor that has been dictating my life.
I have only met a few of the people who will be attending, so my hope is to make some new friends, if I can just keep from being awkward. Oh, and I suppose that I'll have to prepare for the inevitable crowd who avoids me based on my physical appearance.
There's always that.
But if I can throw one hell of a party with free red bull and tons of other free miscellaneous odds and ends, maybe no one will even notice or care that I am not a walking skeleton.
I have spent a lot of time devising some really fun games. And I have spent quite a bit of money buying prizes for those games, not to mention booking space at the arcade.
I invited the Walmart employees that I know have 3DS systems. This is, after all, a 3DS Streetpass party.
I hope that everyone in the area can attend, and that I have enough goodies to go around.
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I haven't eaten in 24 hours. I will quit smoking soon.
The book I have been reading is called "Pontypool Changes Everything," and it's a far cry from the movie that is based on it.
Not so much a bad thing as it is exciting. It's like having a completely different story within the same world.
Some movies are fit to be carbon copies of the books they are based on. Others are much better when they seem practically unrelated. I have hardly been able to put it down.
  • Current Location: the living room
  • Current Mood: calm calm
  • Current Music: Minecraft